Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

1,040 Members
5,950 Posts
0 Online
Mental Health
/ Multiple Personalities Support Group

Locked away..

theblackrose
theblackrose
Mother locked us away in our room so we won't disturb the "guests". My sisters throwing a party and mother left to go somewhere and we don't exist to anyone now. Just locked away and can't come out for any reason. Just because we're a "disturbance". Not to mention a "old friend" has come over because my sister invited her. She stabbed me in the back in 8th grade, bullied me because I was a slut... She just glares at me and threatens. So maybe it is good that I'm locked away, maybe it is good I don't exist.... At least for now.
tyzz27
tyzz27
Im really sorry to hear that bailey. I really wish there was something i could do. is there not any any relative that you get along with that you could go stay with or have your parents got them on their side as well and turned you into the 'evil' child that noone could possibly want; Like Ive told a few of your internals really think you need to try and reahc out to a school counsellor or are your parents so pathetic that they home school you so you have noone to reach out to.

Sending you safe hugs and positive thoughts and my littles are sending you marbles from neverland where no child is ever hurt and are always valued
theblackrose
theblackrose
I have reached out to a school counselor. No use, she didn't care.
stephanietram
stephanietram
Hi Bailey, You are real. We know you are real. It is hard when your family hates you. I am sorry that is happening to you. Don't stop reaching out. Keep doing it until someone hears and helps. You are worth fighting for. Stay safe. Hug.
Bobbi
tyzz27
tyzz27
Totaly agree with what Bobbi says. You have to keep reaching out until somone listens. Go to the YMCA and tell someone there. Go to a church and see a pastor. Ring someone of a child abuse telephone counselling service. Talk to your favourite teacher. Keep reaching out until someone listens. I know its hard work sweety but in the end you will find someone who listens and helps you take action. Like ive said before and others have said before if we were there we would do more for you but unfortunately all we can do is support you and encourage you and let you know that we will support you in your journey.
k2hsharpe
k2hsharpe
" So maybe it is good that I'm locked away, maybe it is good I don't exist.... At least for now"

Bobbi is right - you are worth fighting for, and you must stay safe. Bide your time. Survive. I believe the future holds a time when you can be safe, when you can heal and be valued by people you love. All of you.