Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

Unfortunately Hillar people would like to believe in the myth of the external presence that the person presents. Noone likes to believe that below the surface is a monster in hiding just trying to get out to strike the vulnerable. But unfortunately that leaves is as the children of that monster on a vulnerable position. We feel like we cant turn to anyone for support because they just want to believe that the person is who they are on the surface. But we know the truth sweety. Sometimes we just need to hold onto those people who do believe us. Trust me sweety you have a lot of people here who do believe you when you say that you dad was a monster underneath the surface. I guess its like thinking about the Lochness monster. During the day light the lochness monster is not scary at all, people can wander around the lake without a care in the world even venturing there to catch a glimpse of the monster. But people dont go there at night because they fear what the monster will do in the darkness. Unfoertunately monsters like your dad like to do things behind closed doors, in the darkness where he cant be seen so that the world doesnt know the monster he really is.

My abusers came across as the sweetest people on earth. They knew what to do to make people believe they were just that. I don't know how many times I have heard people say she will give the shirt off her back for you and know that in the dark they are very abusive people. I agree with tyzz that there are people who know who they truly are and those who want to believe the surface person. The abusers know it is all in the design of the outside packaging. Abusers need to have people believe the lies. It is hard to know the truth all the while seeing the lies believed.

My abusers came across as the sweetest people on earth. They knew what to do to make people believe they were just that. I don't know how many times I have heard people say she will give the shirt off her back for you and know that in the dark they are very abusive people. I agree with tyzz that there are people who know who they truly are and those who want to believe the surface person. The abusers know it is all in the design of the outside packaging. Abusers need to have people believe the lies. It is hard to know the truth all the while seeing the lies believed.

My abusers came across as the sweetest people on earth. They knew what to do to make people believe they were just that. I don't know how many times I have heard people say she will give the shirt off her back for you and know that in the dark they are very abusive people. I agree with tyzz that there are people who know who they truly are and those who want to believe the surface person. The abusers know it is all in the design of the outside packaging. Abusers need to have people believe the lies. It is hard to know the truth all the while seeing the lies believed.

My abusers came across as the sweetest people on earth. They knew what to do to make people believe they were just that. I don't know how many times I have heard people say she will give the shirt off her back for you and know that in the dark they are very abusive people. I agree with tyzz that there are people who know who they truly are and those who want to believe the surface person. The abusers know it is all in the design of the outside packaging. Abusers need to have people believe the lies. It is hard to know the truth all the while seeing the lies believed.

My abusers came across as the sweetest people on earth. They knew what to do to make people believe they were just that. I don't know how many times I have heard people say she will give the shirt off her back for you and know that in the dark they are very abusive people. I agree with tyzz that there are people who know who they truly are and those who want to believe the surface person. The abusers know it is all in the design of the outside packaging. Abusers need to have people believe the lies. It is hard to know the truth all the while seeing the lies believed.

I see DS is making "multiple" posts on the multiples board again, lol. That always makes me giggle, like it's some inside joke the computer shares with us.

I'm sorry you had to live with such a horrible man who hurt you. We sure believe you, and we hope you are safe now. If you still live there, how about going to a hardware store and buying a big deadbolt lock for your door and keeping the key where no one can find it? You could even throw the key away... since you'd only be locking it manually from the inside anyway. That way you would have a safe place that no one could get into, as long as you make sure no one is in there before you lock it.

I believe you and want you to be safe so you can start healing. What he did was awful, but you will be able to rebuild your life and make it the way you want it to be, even though you have those memories.

My parents were pillars in the community, too. My mother is a nurse. My dad was a police officer, fire fighter, town constable, race car driver, great mechanic, supervisor for the town road crew... etc, etc. Everyone respected them, but no one knew what it was like to live with them. "You never talk about the family outside this house" is a rule I'm finally starting to break. I'm glad you're able to start breaking it at a much younger age. Hopefully before you're the age I am now, you'll have been able to create in yourself the person you've always hoped to become. I believe in you, and know you will do it.

Hugs,
Wistala