update

Well, again in divorced and left for dead. My now ex wife doesn't care about me one bit. I lost my car, my job, and my apartment the same day as my divorce. I was homeless for two weeks before I caved in and told my mom. She bought me a plane ticket to Elmira ny and I'm here at home now. My ex wife is stirring shit up with my kids... I'm just a general fuck up... I have given up on god. He has given up on me. A whole lifetime of me screwing up... I haven't done anything right at all.