Why do I constantly feel worthless?
I am not sure why I am always feeling worthless. I have been trying to start a company, but failed miserably at that. I have been trying to keep my marriage afloat, and failing miserably at that. I am trying to be a good father and failing at that also. I feel like complete shit. I am back in a job that I am not smart enough for, not good enough for, and completely hate. My wife seems to not really want to do anything with me anymore. I just don't feel worthwhile anymore. It doesn't seem to matter how I explain it, or how I try to ask for help, I feel alone and like nothing else matters.
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Hi....such a long time since we have communicated, and I see plenty has been happening in your life.
I am so very very sorry you are having a tough time, and feeling as though you are not succeeding at anything. Why not try to find that inner peace and joy within yourself.
I am sure you are smart enough for that job. You are probably just having a bit of a speed wobble at the moment, having hit a couple of rough bumps in the road. Lean on God for your help and support. Ask God to help you through this all and to give you the strength and guidance to do it. Don\'t try to go it alone.....that is when we fail. God knows our innermost struggles, but He wants us to turn to Him and to seek his strength and help. You are a great guy, and a good dad I am sure......you are just having a tough time seeing and acknowledging the good in yourself.
I will say some prayers for you too.