jstcyn
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- I don't mean to be a downer but I wish I wasn't in the mess I am in (No kidding right!) I miss him. I just want to go back and do it right. I want us to make it and not feel like things are left undone or not finished correctly. I just want this...
- 3.5 months the midst of a divorce and I am tired of being a lone! I know I need to focus on healing and liking myself blah blah. He sure he isn't by myself and I am tired of being a lone. I feel like talking to someone 24/7 with all the things...
- I will be leaving my house and that makes me sad to say. I not looking forward to learning and feeling comfort in a new zone. We have lived here since 2004. Is a pretty nice with lots of room. Of course with just my salary I can't afford to stay...
- I keep hearing his words "It just happened" about the affair!!! Driving me crazy. It just happened! What the FFFF!!! He even said he still loved me. Why! I just wish this wasn't part of my life. I know there are other issues and situations...
- I just want to cry! I can't believe he is out of my life!!! I actually cannot believe it so unreal! It's been about 3 months which everyone indicates is a short amount of time. I don't want to feel like this for another year! I just want my life...
- When did you change it? I keep thinking about it and I just leave it as married right now. I think I will change it when the divorce is finial. What did you do that is if you are on facebook.
- I just keep thinking about him. I can't get him out of my head and heart today....I have done things today so I wasn't just sitting here in front of the computer feeling sad for myself all day but I guess I am doing that right now. I just get...
- Last time he didn't show. All indications his now ext lawyer didn't tell him about the prior court date two weeks ago. So now he has different lawyer. I thought he would stick with a female but this one is a male. Since I still don't want this to...
- Been near 3 months, feels like forever since I've seen him. Not sure the right way to say this but I lie here lonely why they lay together. It sets me up inside!!! Really hurting tonight!!!
- I am so sad! I don't want it to be this way! And on the other hand after things are done at court I don't want to feel f'd over more then I already feel! I sitting here crying and guess what's on TV 'The Vow'! Love story! Man I can't believe I...
- We meet with our lawyers Tuesday. I would like to keep house but it is a bit high on for the mortgage but there isn't much to rent that is much cheaper. It is a big house, pool and large yard. I don't think I could or want to keep it all up but...
- And I still can't believe he is gone. I can't wrap my mind around we are not going to be together until we get old. I feel so lost, scare, and insecure. I just hate this so much. I told my sister it is like he is dead but alive but I can't see...
- When will I stop wanting to know who she is or wondering if she around in my life and I don't know it. I feel once/if I see her or them I will just die!When will I stop feeling like he has the wonderful life and I am in deep up to you know where. ...
- I can't believe it. I just can't believe it. I want him back after all he done but I do......
- Is there an actual chat room?