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I am afraid this morning I'm feeling really needy and unhappy with myself. I'm at work though waiting for it to start. I've got to remember this is about survival. Doing a good job will be my reward...

yesterday something in me kept pestering me to reach further... to try harder.....when I was at home....that I wasn't quite 'enough' yet...in how much I tried or put out there...and then I tried a...

Starting the work day here. Pumping myself up! Go go go!:)

I am very grateful for what I have..and yet starting to yearn for more...I am referencing a perspective on accomplishments that I have madeand yet also realizing I have to wait til there's some more...

I feel like I might have written this before....but never in this kind of packaging...Yesterday I came home from my parents' house...reeling and thinking from my timethere...I became aware of certain...

I think maybe thinking it's one or the other is an unhelpful extreme. No need to polarize the existence of the twoideas. I do though tend to try and self improveand I also find lately I am awakening...

I'm awake but Blue isn't:)

I am seeing this morning that with all the twists and turns my mind takes.... and shortcomings I have and positive too...I'm still trying to live my best life.I'm trying to keep on keeping on 

I've been feeling both very grateful and happy, contented with the humblelife I am living...I take care of myself and my cat, I take pride in doing a good jobat work and have a sense of achievement...

For some reason my mind started attacking me this morning. I slept wellbut then it all started as I got ready and drove to work.So I'm pumping myself up for work and just keeping on keeping on.:)

Just starting the day here. Had a Starbucks drink and am just pumping myself up for the day!

... about to start work here. The work will wake me up and make me have more sense about me. I’m feeling very adrift. I’ll keep positive and keep on keeping on. It’s just like I feel like...

am I looking for universalities in my life to help me feelsupported while moving forward individually in life?I think my natural drive to form consensus - to be sensitive toothers - and to maybe...