malibumark

A lingering thought last night and this morning is the conceptthat my therapist talks about on occasion. The concept is "if we don't listen to ouremotions, we are losing out on a lot of valuable...

I got to work early,it's a little bit of a waste but I enjoy being here.good morning and happy Tuesday..

I live off a meager salary from part time work at the marketand SSDI. I have my health insurance covered by the state as well.I guess I am fanning the flames a little bit after my unorthodox...

I am not sure where to start. Yesterday I saw some friends for lunch.I felt totally agressive while eating but kept it under wraps. Kept pleasantand social though I fear I can be a little overbearing...

I woke up with intense aggression. Weird. Then after worrying and obsessing on it and what it meant, I remembered to not fan the flames of an emotion or feeling and to just get on with activities of...

I wrote this earlier today but it's really helping me.When I started work today - I was raw and lonelyand just feeling like the layers of who I thought I was arecoming away and who I might actually...

Getting ready to start work.

I'm at work, waiting for it to start.Every day I deal with changes within me. I'm sure we all do. I just need to keep a good attitude about getting going with work. It's a good thing things change....

I am grateful for today.work starts soon!One step at a time!

Starting the day and just pumping myself up. I am looking forward to it.I just am reminding myself to look ahead and keep taking care of survival stuff. Make it a good day!!!

I went to work today. Things are good.I'm getting used to my extreme emotions.Well I am starting to see like, when I wake up in the morning,my mind has me all turned around, and that this is 'par for...

long story short, I experienced some relationship issues today...I became heated with panick and a sense of the unjust inside me...I was about to call my therapist and leave a message but I...

I am afraid this morning I'm feeling really needy and unhappy with myself. I'm at work though waiting for it to start. I've got to remember this is about survival. Doing a good job will be my reward...