malibumark

It’s weird how the past can feel like a yolk on your shoulders.Putting mine down. This is a good morning! Grateful for the good hike! 

Not feeling so strong or brave.I'll go for my Saturday hike 7am.I am so aware this morning to the diversity of strengths and weaknesses in human beings. The ability still to build, sustain and create...

If I don't involve Blue enough in my routine he usually starts to meow to get my attention and then leads me to the bedroom and bed. He jumps and likes me to lay next to him, like in a cat pride.  I...

About to start work here.I hope you guys are having a good morning! Have a good weekend!!

I went to work today and had a pretty good work day.I got a lot done. I had to start, well, earlier than normal butno big deal.I'm just dealing with the after work activities now.My will and body...

Got a lot done today. I woke at about 4am. Ate a snack and then cleaned all the dishes. Fed Blue and then made coffee and channel surfed a little bit. Wrote some emails and journaled. Took a shower...

The day is starting. I don’t have work today. I’m resting in bed with coffee and Blue. I found myself at the outset in the zone of the darkness outside and vaguery within, not knowing the day...

Feeling unsure of myself but I know I've just got to take it one step at a time.

it's so strange how I have come to the point of writing this in my onlinejournal.. or writing it to my Doctor...and I've talked myself out of it either way/ either direction- and tried to convince...

Issues, we all got them so I will try not to be blind to the fact and reality that we're all going through something.Despite my complications I know I have to remember to do things that ground me and...

About to start work here. Have a great day ahead you guys!Keep on keeping on.

Was feeling so out of sorts as the morning progressed.Really fractured inside like a 'cubist mind' if one were ever painted.I was starting to feel desperate to talk to my Doctor...as I was thinking...

it's Tuesday morning. I woke up around 4am..and then made coffee and drank it in bed!:)Blue has been very meow-y this morning..so I have been as attentiveto him as possible. I took a shower and...

I had a good day today. It's like I am wrestling each day with my senseof well being. Challenged by my body and mind and diving intothe challenge of keeping things reasoned out. My sense of self...