Sunday morning

Not much going on here. I awoke about 400am and then made a big

pot of coffee and then watched some Joel Osteen and then channel

surfed until it was time for CBS Sunday Morning. It seems like

whichever the show I am not much attached to them these days

and I invariably flip around the channelhood before the show ends.

So I showered and shaved. Dressed and brushed... did the dishes,

cleaned out the kitty litter - then took out that and the recycling to the

dumpsters. I've got a family zoom call at 9am and then the rest of the day

I have no idea what I'll. Maybe I'll go and workout. I need to lose 20lbs.

....for real...no exageration. I will be good this week before my trip and

then fast while at the monastery in some moderate way.
Blue has been crying like crazy today. I hope he is ok. I try and be consistent

and patient with his care - so that my actions don't just seem random and

and indiscriminant but jeez my nerves - because I have been dealing with my own issues -

have been a little short fused. Not good.

I will go and see what's up with him.

I guess I can't protect him from anything life serves up

but I try my best to be a loyal cat dad. I hope the overarching

message is clear to him..