just notes from my neck of the woods today

work went well today.. 

At the end of the day when I was leaving, a coworker said she loved me and gave me a hug.. :)

I hugged her and told her I love her too. And we laughed.

I'm realizing sometimes as I write here from my neck of the woods..

that's it's ok to go down my own unbeaten path with my interests

meanderings.

When I got into the car today, I felt the common (for me) anxiety and splintering attack..

I asked myself why?? I held fast to my own sense of life - seeing the nature - being my own man

in this landscape  

and I realized that calmed me down - though I was still splintering- I just started

to think for some inspirational moment - that I would really like to see myself

deal with driving and my problems more immediately and gracefully  -

and that pov really calmed me down as well. It gave me ownership of my problems. And

an awareness of what I was actually responding to.

So I came home - and got down on the floor with Blue when I entered... I gave him the love and attention

to be the father (cat dad) i would like to be for him - and that he deserves - but also it takes two - 

he's a little meowy today with discontent - and dismissive - so I have got to let him figure it out a spell...

I can't feed him every time he meows. I can tell though he's bored.

So I took a shower and dressed...thought again about how I'd like to handle today after work.

here under my roof and among my four walls.

It really is a stunning day...Windows are all open - A walk could be nice. But I thought about how I'd like to handle it...the free time I mean - 

Very often if I don't have something that I can imagine straight away - I feel bad and discouraged...and

then the whole action of turning on the tv - is like resignation to serve society as an audience member LOL.

I don't want that anymore so I thought to just pop on here and write a little bit about the dusty road 

I'm on. Then I'll make a phone call.

Have a great day you guys! :-)