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  GRRR SOME PEOPLE

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  Posted: 09/30/2019

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  I have had some bad time lately. I  just dodnt know what to do anymore. I woke up friday morning like any other day and getting things ready for the day of me babysitting my nephew for the day. My son went to get something out of the truck and came back and told me that it was spray painted. I was thinking he was playing and i went out to see myself and my truck was covered in bright orange spray paint. i was in such shock that i didnt know what to say or do. i called my boyfriend and told him...

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  update on the craziness

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  Posted: 08/08/2019

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  Well things have been doing ok. we are still staying at rodneys and he keeps saying things that make me think that he really never wanted us there from the start and that he is not 100% ready for the stepdad role. But I am making the best of out of it right now. The little two are at school now and so that means that i am spending most of my days at the library working on pen pal letters and watchiung things on my laptop till its time for me to go and sit in the truck at the school waiting for...

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  Some family

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  Last Reply: Winter 08/26/2019

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  Its now august and my mom told me to get out the first of the year. I didnt know what me and my kids was going to do bc i had nowhere to go and she knew that. My boyfriend let me and my kids come stay wiht him for a while and we are still there and have been there since march 1st. I am wanting to get us our own place but i have to wait till have the funds to do that. We have been making it work but its been hard at times. But what really gets me and my boyfriend is my mom and how she did this...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/24/2019

  tbbrandyn became friends with Leah4.

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  i dont know if I can take it much more

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  Posted: 06/24/2019

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  Things have been so all over the place lately. I just dont know if I can take it anymore. I am just on edge with everything and everyone. I realy dont know what is wrong with him right now. I just get mad at everything and anything right now. I mean my kids are not wanting to listen to me when I tell them to do something and that makes me want to blow up but I cant. I just want to scream and scream and screm. I am not dealing with this well right now. I just dont know what is going on with me....

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 06/09/2019

  tbbrandyn commented on the discussion different ways.

• Panic Attacks
  

  different ways

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  Last Reply: tbbrandyn 06/09/2019

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  I am trying to get a handle on my anxiety and panic attacks. When one on, it comes out as anger. I dont hit anyone or anything. I just get mad at everything around me and yell and scream at everything and anyone near me. Most of my family and people around me know this and know when i am getting very anger that its a panic attack happening. Some times I can control it some so its not so bad and other times i cant control it and its a full blast at that time. I have noidea why it comes out as...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 05/09/2019

  tbbrandyn joined the group Panic Attacks.

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  I am so lost right now

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  Posted: 04/04/2019

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  I am at the point that I dont know if I am coming or going half the time. I am trying to do my best with everything that is going on right now around me with the long drive everyday and having to find things to do all day while i wait for my son to get out of school or till something opens up in the morning so we have something to do till we have an appt or something else. Its been hard on us all trying toget things in order and taken care of right now but i feel that i am trying my best. But I...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/18/2019

  tbbrandyn commented on the discussion Rough times with my family.

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  what am i to do

  Posted by: tbbrandyn

  Posted: 02/24/2019

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  Some times I wonder why I am even here on this earth. I dont know why i am here anymore. I dont know what I am going to do anymore. I am at my last straw and things are about to get to the point that I am about to break and lose my mind in this house right now. I just dont know what to do anymore and I am just wanting to get my kids away from here and safe. I just want to get away and be happy., I am so stressed here and unhappy here. I having panic and anxiety attacks daily now bc of how...

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  Rough times with my family

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  Last Reply: tbbrandyn 03/18/2019

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  I really dont know where to start about this. I have been going through so much right now with my family that I am going crazy. My anxiety is so high right now and i feel like i am walking on egg shells around some people i live with in the same house. I just want to leave and get myself and my kids away but I have nowhere to go and not enough money to get my own place. My father is going to give me the money so me and my kids can ,move out but we have nowhere to go and noone will rent to me in...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 09/19/2017

  tbbrandyn commented on tbbrandyn's journal I am tired of it all at this point.

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  I am tired of it all at this point.

  Posted by: tbbrandyn

  Posted: 09/10/2017

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  I dont have anywhere to vent this to without someone thinking something bad about me or someone saying something to me. My youngest sister and her son came in for the week to get away before the hurricane hits where she lives. Well, we had to go and get her bc she ran out of gas on the way here and had to drive an hour to get her some gas in her truck. I had to stay on the phone with her the whole hour to get to her bc she said she wanted me to, so i did. i road back with her to make sure that...

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: tbbrandyn

  Posted: 09/10/2017

  tbbrandyn commented on tbbrandyn's journal things i have been up too lately