update on the craziness

Well things have been doing ok. we are still staying at rodneys and he keeps saying things that make me think that he really never wanted us there from the start and that he is not 100% ready for the stepdad role. But I am making the best of out of it right now. The little two are at school now and so that means that i am spending most of my days at the library working on pen pal letters and watchiung things on my laptop till its time for me to go and sit in the truck at the school waiting for little miss togetout and then race to the house to get little man off the bus.  The oldest is still in nashville with my dad till next weekend. He seems to be doing good up there and just wanted to go visit before he started school again. We did the placement test and the scores came back that they would him back into the 7th grade and we just finished that with Gateway. SO we are just going to stay with Gateway and work harder and add some work from outside what they give him to get him ready for next year so he can maybe do public high school. So we will try again next year with the placement test. 

My mom still not talking to me much right now. I dont know what their problem is with me or what i have done to have them do this to me. I had it and i just think that I hav no family right now bc how they are acting towards me nad my my kids I dont need that in my life and neither does they. It may just be best if we act like they arent our family bc mom calls me only when she needs something for wants something. She never just calls to call and see how we are doing or anything like that. what more do they want from me. 

School has started here and my little ones are happy and couldnt wait for it to start. Today little miss walked into the school herself from the truck and didnt need or want me to walk her in today. :( I dont think that I am ready for that all just yet but she wanted to do it so i let her do it. Its crazy how fast that they want to do things on their own.