I am tired of it all at this point.

I dont have anywhere to vent this to without someone thinking something bad about me or someone saying something to me. 


My youngest sister and her son came in for the week to get away before the hurricane hits where she lives. Well, we had to go and get her bc she ran out of gas on the way here and had to drive an hour to get her some gas in her truck. I had to stay on the phone with her the whole hour to get to her bc she said she wanted me to, so i did. i road back with her to make sure that she could find her away to the house at night time. We got back home aroud 130 in the morning. I was tired as ever and ready for bed. well, i got up around 9 this morning and its been something else all together right now. I am so tired of everything right now that i dont even want to be in my own house with my kids. She has not watched her 2 year old son today and just let him do whatever he wants to do and get into anything in the kitchen and dont care. I am the oppoiste of that 100%. I take her to the vap shop so she could get some things for her vap. She talks about the kind of music i had playing in MY truck too. Got back to the house and she was just laying on my moms bed on her phone while her son is getting into everything and anything that he can get into. I am trying to keep him from getting hurt from getting into things he shouldnt be in. She wants me to cook dinner an hour early for him so that he could eat when he usually eats, where she lives its an hour ahead of me. They dont like what i was putting in what i was cooking for dinner either.


I am trying to not have a panic attack and anxiety attack right now. I dont even want to be home right now. It is going to be a rough week bc she will be here till thursday morning. but the only good thing is that i will be gone off and on the days that she is here for my kids appts and school tests that have to be done this week. If I could i would go somewhere else while she is here but why should I when its my house and i live here? Why should i have to move things around for her when shes a guest here? Why should i have to change my scheulde for you when you dont help with anything around the house and just sit there? You dont even really wash dishes when you are here. She was here last year for a month and didnt do anything around the house. She was just complain about this or that all the time, my kids being too loud, or things in the floor. But she was quick to go outside to smoke and just put her son in my living room and walk away without asking me to watch him or leave and not ask if I could watch her dog while shes gone. I am just so tired of it all right now and i cannt say anything to anyone either. I am just stuck here and it SUCKS!!!!!


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mbowden98
mbowden98

This sounds awful, I am so sorry. I'm in my own crisis mode with trying to find assisted living for my father-in-law with dementia - it's a nightmare. Here's hoping we both can find some peace soon.
tbbrandyn
tbbrandyn

sorry to hear about your father in law. My sister finally left yesterday morning and things are getting a little better around here. Its a lot less noisy around here now. Plus able to get my house back in order after they was here for a week.