jcolacino
Status: Working to make each day better than the last
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- As I've recently posted, I am about 10 days into NO CONTACT with my ex Cory and have been doing much better. I still miss her terribly but i am able to function atleast!Today, I ran into a common friend and I had a feeling they were going to bring...
- Today was the first real test of my resolve to heal. My office staff had asked my ex to come in this morning to answer a few questions about payroll and a few other open issues. I agreed that it was fine to ask her to come in but I would make it a...
- I am fairly new to AFIB and my doctors and Cardiologist diagnosed "Lone Atrial Fib in my case. I am an otherwise healthy 44 year old male but have an incredible amount of stress from my work. I take 50mg Metoprolol each morning and for ahile, I...
- Hi Everyone,While I can say I am doing a bit better now that I have no contact with my ex, (Thanks to my friends here BTW) it is only marginally better. I know its only been a week since NC, the weekends kick my butt emotionally.With each day I make...
- Today I went back to my office after being gone for a couple of days out of town. It is taking me some getting used to..not having Cory here. I feel better not having to see her but so many constant reminders just the same. I see so many things that...
- I am in LA unitil tomorrow with my son as I decided to go to a trade show at the last minute. I brought Joe because I wanted to focus on him instead of my ex and her new boyfriend. I have some anxious moments but have kept them managed by txting and...
- I decided late last night to take a short trip with my son to a trade show in Los Angelas. My hope is that the time away from the office will help with my pain in my heart.Please pray for me to not worry or miss being home or even think of Cory and...
- I was working hard to have No Contact with Cory when this afternoon she called my cell. I made the mistake of answering and she tore into me because I supposedly talked to her Grandmother and sister. I tried to explain that i have never said...
- On Thursday, I asked my ex to find another job so that I could start to heal. I simply can't take seeing her each day and watch her with my ex best friend. I have not seen her in two days and its so hard to not send a text or call but I am going to...
- OMG I know I am an idiot and so stupid for not correcting my issues earlier but like a fool... I held on to a thread of hope that my ex, Cory, would realize she made a mistake and come back. I even allowed her to still work as my office manager...
- I had a really tough weekend with my anxiety over losing the the love of my life. Its really starting to be perfectly clear to me just how little I mean to her so I had an idea.I am going to bed soon and I am going to pray for strength for not only...
- I am going through a very very difficult time letting go of a recent relationship with a woman I loved more than just about anything in my life. I recently went to talk to a counciler and she thought i should read Codependance No More as I struggle...
- I am having a really bad night. I was doing ok but my son told me he saw my ex with her new boyfriend... my ex best friend. Why does this hurt so bad? I keep making hte mistake of letting her walk all over me and still have not fired her at work. I...
- I really worry that I am going to wear out my welcome here because everyone has been so good to me. I can't believe how much time everyone has given to me in order to help me through the pain. As many of you know, my ex works for me as my office...
- I was just coming back from a fire call and fortunately was driving a fire truck. I happened to see the scum ex friend of mine that ran off with my girlfriend and my immediate reaction was to confront him. Once I got my bearings about me, I simply...