jcolacino
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- I just had emergency surgury New Years Eve for a rupture diverticulitis and now I am finally home trying to heal and the depression is almost too much for my mind to handle.I have a temporary colostomy (hopefully) and will need to wait another 6 to...
- I just wanted to send an update to all my friends here that prayed for my safe ablation. Yesterday morning I met with my EP before my proceedure and ironically I was in Atrial Flutter with a heart rate of about 150. This was actually good news as it...
- Good Evening...I feel like a pest posting once again but it helps my anxiety. I am counting down the days until my ablation on December 6th and as it approaches, I am excited and afraid... all at the same time.Why am I so afraid all the time.Jim
- Good Evening,I have an appointment with a second EP tomorrow to get a second opinion on if I should try an ablation. My first EP told me that because I am young, (45) the odds are in my favor that the ablation would be sucessful. He said that the...
- Good Morning,I have suffered from Anxiety on and off since about 1997. When I first started having symptoms, I had a feeling of being light headed and somewhat spaced out, not able to concentrate very well. After 10 months of diagnostic test, my...
- I just wanted to ask for something as I am so empty right now. I need reassurance once again that even though I slip backwards... I will eventually be strong again! I had a pretty good Christmas with my kids but today I slipped backwards pretty bad....
- I know I have probably outstayed my welcome here and I feel really bad asking for help. I just have been having a hard time with the Holidays and then just twenty minutes ago... I went to get something out of office managers printer and when I...
- I am really having a tough time this weekend and can't seem to shake it. I know the cause... people keep shoving details of my ex and my ex friend... I ask them to change the subject and then another idiot decides to bring it up... I know I need to...
- Good Morning,I am having a difficult weekend once again trying to let go of thoughts of my ex. It seems that for each step forward, I recently have been slipping back a couple. This wasn't the case until recently when some common friends started...
- I just wanted to take a minute and say thank you to everyone thats helped me in the last couple of months. You have no idea how much it means to me! :)I hope you are well...Jim
- I had a couple of setback this week... none that i can't handle but I can't believe how much just hearing her name can hurt. Today, I heard "how good my ex is doing" with my former friend. Holy cow it stings like hell. I think having the Holidays...
- I am working so hard to let go of my feelings and move on from my relationship with my ex. Its been several weeks now since I last spoke to her and I have gained strength with each passing day. The strange part for me is once every few days, I get...
- I just wanted to say how much harder the weekends are for me than the work week. An idle mind is the Devil's playground is so true!I am doing better but boy do I miss Cory and Matt on the frickin weekends. I ran into Cory's sister at the supermarket...
- I just wanted to say that not a moment goes by where i don't think about my ex and her son but I have been able to maintain the No Contact for a couple of weeks now. It gets easier to get through the days but the thoughts still get to me sometimes....
- Last night, my son woke up in severe pain in his groin area and was not able to walk without crying. On Friday, he was playing in gym class and was hit in his junk by a basketball. The pain was ok then but got progressivly worse although he never...