Exercised This Morning
Did not take the Thorazine, just the gabapentin, latuda and temazepam at bedtime. I dreamed of something, not sure what but there were some dreams Nights with the thorzine are all dreamless, drugged and dead. Just like in the hospital with the butt-shots (at four times my currently nightly dose), there are no dreams. You are drugged until morning. I need to have better sleep and I need to find a way to do that without drugs.
Got in some good exercise this morning. I can't run and never will, but a good walk is the best I can do. Felt good to get back out this morning. Nice to be out in the dark by myself thinking and walking.
Three Doc Appts today - Walrus (name for my shrink), CT Scan of the neck (shoulder surgeon thinks my torn shoulder is because of my healthy neck), PCM (BMs every 15 days I think are a problem, ED... yeah!, and I need an internist).
Busy day on top of work and the fact that each of these docs is as far as possible from each other.
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Good for you! I may try that soon. Meh.
Walk and a pocast. Not bad. When I could run, I would go up in the mountains and run 10-15 miles on the trails and never see another human. I loved it. Walking is not the same, but it is what I can do. I guess there is a lot of that in my life now, settling.
Mountains?? cool!
Certainly a busy day ahead. It is a challenge to be moved from the I can to the I can't body, I am still in the grieving process over it, so do understand. Comforting hugs.
Big hug Thor..... Good for you for getting out for a nice walk..... I hope that your appts will go well.....xo
They went well. Have a lot of homework to get the meds approved. Doc said, yes, I am mixed. First, he said, mixed up then he said mixed mania. Got more drugs. Yeah.
Narf.