abjure
Status: loneliness fades into sadness, sadness turns into disappointment, disappointment manifests into anger and anger flames into rage
Mood:
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Today I had my doctor’s appointment. I wonder why I have this attitude prior to going to seeing him: “Another session with the doctor today” (with a big sigh of grief). I go into the situation...
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Free and wild the young colt gallops across the meadow. Her mane trailing behind the nap of her neck as she creates the gust of wind. Glorious is the life she lives. Wild and free, chasing her...
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In a daze today, from totally being wiped out from the emotionalrollercoaster, yesterday. I made myself go outside today, even though it was ablistering 101 degrees. The sun melting away what seems...
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Today has been a trying day. So many emotions running aroundin my head and heart, it is taking a toll on me. I am not use to opening up tothese emotions. I am thinking that they are better left...
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Ok I know I said that I was going to take a break from writing.Needless to say, here I am writing an entry today. I guess, I am writing todayto keep in check that things do brighten up. That low...
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Why do we doubt? Where does it come from? Does it come fromour own disillusioned perception of life? Maybe it comes with the uncertaintyof our lives or is it just the memories of past experiences...
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I have come to realize that plans are a good thing. It givesme hope for a better tomorrow. I am a goal setter and like to accomplish andfinish out projects but, plans that involve interaction seem to...
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Today I woke up to plans. Yes, I had actual plans for theday. I took 3 of my boys to the Park to meet my only girlfriend and herdaughter. I put on my happy face and made sure that I was positive...
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Today, I woke up really late. It was a familiar pattern that I do not like. I would lie in bed waking up a few times but, just to say to myself "it's better here in dreamland, life is better here"...
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Alright, where to begin? Well, I suppose the best place tobegin is telling you a bit of the basic Ws who, what, why, where. Lets startwith the who and just briefly touch on this aspect in an informal...
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Having a real hard time today :(
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I keep on wondering why I am here. What is my place in this vast world filled with so many achievers and inspirational souls? I have not made a substantial impression; I have failed at...
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The wall has returned: I identify with the struggles of the fairy tale the Three Little Pigs. My identity has three components: the larger than life pig: powerful, strong, overbearing, outgoing, and...
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I am in a good way today. I feel very awake and motivated. Not the usual overwhelming feeling that things aren’t getting accomplish or the feeling of why can’t I do more. My spirits are high. I...
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The days are getting shorter and the sun is barely out. The clouds rolls in and blanket the sky but under this grey is not warmth but a bitter cold that is so unwelcome.I am starting to feel the...
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