EmmaammE

Im feeling a lot better in myself and doing well with the counsellor. I really like her and although the sessions are hard work i actually look forward to going. She makes me think about things i...

i hate food. I hate it so much. I hate putting things in my mouth and i had the thought of food in my tummy. recently when ive eaten ive felt really sick or ill after. I had a craving for sweets...

I was doing so well dieting and eating well, then someone gave me a chocolate egg today and it was a massive trigger for my sweet cravings. i managed to control it for 7 hours but now im working my...

i hate this eating lark. I just want to eat and eat and eat! im starving but im full. THis morningi looked in the mirror and nearly thought to myself that i was slim. I hate myself i hate eating but...

I always want to binge when i get back from counselling. im really struggling and will probably give in soon

Im feeling sorry for myself today coz ive got a cold and im quite ill with it but too skint to take time off work and ive got tones of house work to do.Cant i live on just fruit and breakfast...

well tuesday although i binged it was very controlled for me and i didnt over do it too much. Today however im not so in control, ive not stopped eating for the last hour!

Im on a binge gross im not even hungry ahhhhhhh

My sister came to stay for a couple of days so i havent really had t ime for much other than keeping up with work! Ive been thinking the last couple of days about the past and life. My mums not doing...

well i didnt eat it all, just 6 bags of crisps, 4 cream cake a huge bage of haribo some other cakes  £1.50 worth of grapes and a tiny bit of chocolate i couldnt face putting that in my mouth. Cant...

Im slowly working my way thro £20 worth of cakes chocolates sweets and crisps. Im gona make myself really sick!

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What does it matter if I take laxatives? My sister is mega ill and its all my fault because I didn’t help her. We chatted for ages the other night and I didn’t do anything or really say much to...

MY SISTER HAS JUST TAKEN AN OVER DOSE AND IS IN HOSPITAL. SHE IS OK I HAVE SPOKEN TO HER AND SHE IS LAUGHING ABOUT IT BUT IM SO SCARED FOR HER BECAUSE ITS NOT THE 1ST TIME SHE HAS DONE IT.I CANT DEAL...

food controls everyone but not many can control food