Sunday Night:  No luck with Scott's door, yet.  I will try tomorrow.  I have thought about it, but... I have been a complete slug all weekend.  Guess I needed to.  Craig will be working tomorrow so I can clean and sort.  I just can't seem to do it when he is home.  He is always in my way or asking me what something is.  The kids were never as much in my way as he is when I am trying to do something.  Today I have been really sad, too.  It will be 9 mos. tomorrow since I saw Scott.  I miss him so much.  It makes my stomach ache.   I hate this hollow, empty feeling.  Somedays are better than others....not today.  I did manage to get to the grocery.  I had a fairly large list as my cabinets and fridge were getting bare.  I used to stock up more.  Of course, with Scott gone, we eat less.  That child could eat!  He would graze all day.  So, I always made extra of whatever because he liked supper foods for snacks and breakfast.  He rarely ate sweets and junk.  He wanted the "real" stuff.  Now I cook what we can eat and that is all.  Anyway, I did my shopping in record time.  I just didn't want to be around anyone.  I think I only forgot 2 things.  We are expecting storms.  Again.  They may be severe.  Again.  I am so tired of this.  I want to get outside, plant some flowers, put my houseplants on my porch, open my windows, the list goes on....  Here's to a better day!