Wednesday:  First of all, to all of you who wrote, thank you.  About the check...thanks for the compliments but in my world there is nothing I can do but try to do the right thing.  I just can't live with deception. Scott used to tell me I was "too good".  My response, "I really am not, it is just the trade off is not worth it."  I talked to Chris last night and as I thought he is not in love with Kristen.  I think, at this point, it a matter of how and when he will break up with her.  He really cares for her and dreads causing her pain.  I told him the longer it goes, the more painful it will be.  No matter what, I will have his back.  Scott's headstone was placed today.  There are a couple of problems that will be addressed.  First, they forgot a comma.  That would drive me even crazier than I am so it has to be fixed.  I am very anal about grammer, punctuation, etc. although you might not know by the way I write/spell here sometimes.  The other thing is the company where the stone comes from sent the wrong base.  But, they went ahead and set it and when the right one comes in they will replace it.  Other than that, I am very happy with the design, stone choice, style, etc.  It is as nice as a thing like this can be.  When I get the photos developed, I will post them.  It was very hard and I was in a funk all day.  I went straight, after work, to the cemetery. I cried, took pictures, put the flowers back, and cried some more.  When Craig got home he wanted to go, and me go with him, but I just couldn't go again.  He went alone.  He was gone quite a while and I think that was good.  He has never been alone there, that I know of.  Hopefully, he shed some tears and talked to Scott.  He would never do that if I was with him.  I didn't ask about it and he didn't offer any info.  That's ok.  Mom is getting out of the hospital tomorrow.  We still don't know anything about the possible kidney surgery.  I guess she will see that Dr. soon.  She is on 3 new meds.  Adam is still puny.  I feel bad for him.  It, whatever "it" is, will just have to run it's course, I guess.  Here's hoping for a better tomorrow.