And, here I am.....
January 2, 2011: Mom passed away October 27, 2010. She was able to be at home, thanks to Hospice.
My "sister" has been a greedy, self-serving, B****! Karma will take care of that.
Poor Chris, my oldest son....his "girlfriend" left him on New Year's Eve. That is okay...she is not nice. The very hard/sad part is, she left with his daughter, my granddaughter, and she will not tell him where she is. It will all work out but my heart aches for my son!
My youngest son, Adam, is struggling with withdrawal from Cymbalta. DO NOT ever use this drug! (My opinion) I am worried about him. He struggles, so much, with depression. He, like me, has had so many losses the past 4 1/2 years. BIG losses. I can hardly stand it. I can't imagine being 23 and trying to deal with all this!
I am missing Scott, my mom, and so many others that have passed..... It is a daily struggle to keep on keeping on. One breath at a time....
I am not on this site very often, anymore. I just had to take a step away. It breaks my heart to see the sadness. However, I do "peek" at the heartaches.I want everyone reading this, to know, although I am not always "involved" in your lives, I do think about ALL of you and send peaceful wishes. My heart continues to ache and I know yours does, too.
I do hope, at some point, to become involved here, again. I think I just gave, and took, as much as I could for the time being. It is the same way with Compassionate Friends..... I can't even explain what the heck is going on with me.
In any case, I do want you all to know you are ALWAYS in my thoughts!
Peaceful Wishes!
My "sister" has been a greedy, self-serving, B****! Karma will take care of that.
Poor Chris, my oldest son....his "girlfriend" left him on New Year's Eve. That is okay...she is not nice. The very hard/sad part is, she left with his daughter, my granddaughter, and she will not tell him where she is. It will all work out but my heart aches for my son!
My youngest son, Adam, is struggling with withdrawal from Cymbalta. DO NOT ever use this drug! (My opinion) I am worried about him. He struggles, so much, with depression. He, like me, has had so many losses the past 4 1/2 years. BIG losses. I can hardly stand it. I can't imagine being 23 and trying to deal with all this!
I am missing Scott, my mom, and so many others that have passed..... It is a daily struggle to keep on keeping on. One breath at a time....
I am not on this site very often, anymore. I just had to take a step away. It breaks my heart to see the sadness. However, I do "peek" at the heartaches.I want everyone reading this, to know, although I am not always "involved" in your lives, I do think about ALL of you and send peaceful wishes. My heart continues to ache and I know yours does, too.
I do hope, at some point, to become involved here, again. I think I just gave, and took, as much as I could for the time being. It is the same way with Compassionate Friends..... I can't even explain what the heck is going on with me.
In any case, I do want you all to know you are ALWAYS in my thoughts!
Peaceful Wishes!
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