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I have been struggling alot since April 21st, which was the 11 month anniversary of Clinton's passing. I have also been trying to figure out why my emotions are harder to control and why I am...
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Well, seems like I have been very lacking on my journal entry lately. I have tried to keep up with reading others and commenting and hugging but just haven't neglected to write anything. Things...
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Well, I'm still holding on. What else can I do?! I have so many ups and downs. It's been 10 long months. It seems like forever since I've hugged my son, seen his beautiful smile or watched...
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I don't know how to even express what I'm feeling right now! Since my son died, I have tried to put everything aside to be there for my grandkids and for Amy (Clinton's wife) I have been...
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Nine months...that is how long I carried my son and today that is how long he has been away from me. So far it is a day that I feel detatched from this life. I feel like I am just an observer of...
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I miss my son so very much! I am desperately sad and lonely tonight. My heart is breaking not only for myself but for all my dear friends here and mothers everywhere who have been forced into...
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I told myself that 2008 had to be better than 2007. I just knew that with the passage of time that my heart would begin to heal. The sad, disappointing truth of the matter is that it seems to be...
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It's the first day of a new year. I arrived home from CT last night about 9:00 p.m. My Mom picked me up at the airport so I got to see her on New Years Eve. Lance took me to the airport so I...
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Seven months ago today at this very time my son fell and his life here on this earth was ended. I know that Jesus bent down on picked him up and healed and comforted him even as Clinton did his own...
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I know we are all struggling so much during this Christmas Season. It is so hard to know how to get through this joyous time when there is so much pain in our hearts. I try to keep myself on a...
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I have to share this with all of my friends. I just got a wonderful early Christmas present. When I checked my email Tuesday night I was shocked to find an email from my son. Clinton got an...
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It's 2:15 a.m. and I can't sleep. Yesterday was 6 months since Clinton left us. I miss him so much and my heart aches so badly. We went to his house for Thanksgiving dinner today. We have...
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I don't seem to be very good at keeping up with the journaling thing. Sometimes I think I just sound to "down" and other times I am just so busy. I do check on here at least a couple times a day...
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My house is torn up due to a flood inside which ruined the subfloor in 4 rooms of my 5 room mobile home. My back yard is torn up due to a problem with the electrical service in the mobile home...
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It has been 23 weeks since my son was electrocuted, which stopped his heart, then fell from the ladder and hit his head, which crushed his skull. It happened on a Monday at 11:00 a.m. I cannot...
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