My house is torn up due to a flood inside which ruined the subfloor in 4 rooms of my 5 room mobile home.  My back yard is torn up due to a problem with the electrical service in the mobile home park.  My family is torn up due to my daughter-in-law moving her 22 year old boyfriend into her house with 3 of my grandchildren who are 10 years old and under.  My emotions are torn up due to my very special friend who is having an extremely hard time dealing with the tragedy in his life.  My heart is torn up due to the loss of my youngest son.   I don't write this so that anyone will say, "poor Lynn" and feel sorry for me.  I write this to let you all know that due to limited time on the computer I am not keeping up with journals and hugs like I want to.  Even though I don't communicate as much as I'd like to right now, I want you all to know who very much I value all of your friendship and that I pray for all of us each and every day.  I have ups and I have downs but I refuse to stay down!!! Hopefully things will smooth out for me soon.  I know you all have many challenges too, I'm pulling for you and praying for you and sending you love and hugs...Lynn