AdamTyler

Well just thought I would update my journal been a couple months since my last entry usually I write one every week, but lately I have just been going through such a tough time. I would like to just...

So I am back on here DS. I am not liking the fact they took out the chat box that was like the main purpose of this site. Anyways that's besides the matter. I am having the worst time of my life...

I should've seen you were trouble right from the start this was a familiar lesson, how not to mess with broken hearts so many questions. when this began we were the perfect match, we had some...

How do I make you fall in love with me like I was able to before?, but that's the thing. I didn't even try to do anything. She just came to me out of no where & I had nothing to offer at the time. I...

It was just you, and I all those wonderful times, I can't deny you had me wrapped around your finger. All those beautiful lies, with those beautiful eyes and, your beautiful smile had my heart broken...

Woke up late today trying to ignore the pain. Today was 'our' day. I got dressed & tried to put on a smile. I guess I'm making progress, but while driving to basketball I heard a song which brought...

You say I'm not giving enough, but baby girl I'm trying so hard to keep up when you fear that I am always going to leave you lonely, but you'll see that I want us to last forever, and my heart stays...

Well today was fucking horrible, I failed my math test which I didn't properly prepare for which was my fault well everything is my fault, but I thought things would go a little better. I was...

OMFG!!! I ran the fastest time in the 400 meter today. I was so happy I have my name in the local newspaper and I was the athlete of the week at my school I'll put a link up so you guys can see it...

Why am I mad? I don't get it seems like every time you give me signs and I miss them. I did it again...I admit It I left you standing there, and now I regret it. It seems like every time I get the...

A new goal to start making new friends, I really don't have anybody to talk to anymore, and it's really starting to get depressing. I also am going to start meeting with a therapist against my...

Ok so today I was in class and we started to have an open discussion about religion, and I came out after everyone said they were Christians, and Catholics, some Muslims, and one of Jewish faith,...

I wish you could see me now, I'm not who I used to be and I want to show you how... I used to be mad at you, a little on the hurting side too, but that's not who I've become. I always found my way...

So lately I have been having a rough time just being around, I had a track meet today and it actually went very well I did pretty good. As a team we got 2nd in the 4x1 and 1st in the 4x4 and I came...

I just can't let her go, I just want her to listen I never really thought I'd be sitting here all alone starring down at my phone what did I do that was soo wrong, and I never thought you would...