I'm not who I was...

I wish you could see me now, I'm not who I used to be and I want to show you how... I used to be mad at you, a little on the hurting side too, but that's not who I've become. I always found my way around forgiving you some time ago, but you never gave me a chance to tell you but when the pain came back again I would cry and it was all I could do from keeping myself from blaming you.... so I found us in a photograph, saw me and I had to laugh because I'm not who I used to be, you were there right above me and I always wonder if you loved me. I know I write about love and such maybe because I want that feeling ever so much so I'm not gonna be over you. I was thinking maybe I should let you know that I am not the same, but I never did forget your name and all I am sitting here is for a chance to forgive me and to just start over...beginning with "Hello"...

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plowery
plowery

this is really good!