He is not me we arn't the same.

I just can't let her go, I just want her to listen I never really thought I'd be sitting here all alone starring down at my phone what did I do that was soo wrong, and I never thought you would actually move on, can't believe your gone. I thought I was the one, but you left me out, now my everything has turned to nothin' baby can't you here me? come and fix me please stop hurting I wish I could've stopped you from walking out but your not saying nothing...nope. I never gave her 100% I never knew what that meant and it's killing me and I just can't move on. One of the thing I miss most was how you treated me so right, never ever alone day and night, but now the nights are all about breaking down and starring out my window wondering how this all came about. I wanna scream out loud I guess there's nothing wish that she would talk to me or something what can I do what can I say? I have lost my temperature where have all my sunny dayz gone? is there any place to stay warm? right now- I don't want to be strong this pain inside ain't getting no better I'm shivering why did she go? every part of me is froze my heart is takin' and this pain inside isn't getting better. no where else to go when your froze I am so alone, she was a material girl wanted the whole world couldn't even see the things she was missing all those things have blurred her vision and I know how she feels when it's hard to see who's real. We all livin in a world where you don't know who to trust, but it takes time TO LOVE! My patience is driving me crazy and falling apart I wish she would choose but she has already made it clear that I am done, but she gave me love I just want to love again, I tried to say it ain't over and that I remember her touch and shit I miss her so much and none of this money can ever explain how I feel when I see her face, I swear I am going to make it up to her and do all that I can, I don't care if everyone hates me, and saying sorry doesn't make it alright but I believe we can make it only if we try I am a changed man because she means that much to me...