AdamTyler

Okay, So I started a goal. and It is a good one. I want to achive a 48.50 in the 400 meters it would be an ultimate goal becasue It would for sure beat the kid who is standing next to me in my...

I never had enough. I never could stand up and tell her the truth and now I am about to watch her heart get broken by an idiot. I don't even care. I am so mad. I don't even care. That is exactly what...

How do I even writeeee this..

I couldn't believe my eyes when I went into my fourth period class today. My ex's boyfriend is going to dump her on prom night to go with another girl. I mean I shouldn't be in the middle of...

Well tommarrow is Wedsday so that means I get to go to my friends house to go smoke because it's there and it's free so hell I don't mind. I mean why should I care? It makes feel so good. It just...

You know they say seeing someone you love, loving someone else is the most painful thing thing you can expirence and you know what they are right. They are absoulutly right. I couldn't believe my...

I wish I had a way to block all my memories of my ex girlfriend. Yesterday I smoked so much weed it was uncontrollable. I found myself so depressed that I was walking down the street all alone. I was...

As the title reads, "everything is a blur" I realize what is bothering me. The one person I thought I could trust slipped away from me. I don't like having a lot of people being near me. Everytime I...

  Even though I lost my open race I am not mad. Usually I would get mad and not talk to anyone for days. I am so happy right now. I have now figured out how to put away this guy for good. If I ever...

I have a track meet today. I don't think a "good luck" will do anything at all for me. So don't bother to say it. I am racing against the fastest kid in California. I am not scared or anything. It's...

I fianally got first place at Ketella relays. It was at the place where my dad went to high school. I broke his old record of 50.63. Hahaha I got 50.34 yes. His name is now dropped from the leader...

I am just sitting here. I couldn't go to sleep last night so I am just going to go to school late. I think I deserve it. I never miss school, and it's not like I am ditching I just don't want to see...

Wow today is now the most painful day I have ever expirenced in my life. I swear I want to end it all. Forget about my stupid goal, I am done. I just can't come to my senses right now.  I hate her...

I have to send back all the college football  letters I got. Which absoulutly hurts. Because I haven't gotten one from track yet. I don't know what to do there. I quit and I don't like saying that...

Had a long talk with my dad on the phone... (Because he is never here for me when I need him) So I asked him on if I should quit football and he didn't like it at all. I can't blame him either....