AdamTyler

I am not here nearly as much as I should be. I guess I lost a ton of friends because of it. But even though things are falling back into place...I am always so tempted to smoke, but I haven't done...

Well my dad went into the hospital today. I have no idea where becasue he never tells me shit about his whereabouts. So what am I suppost to do? He won't respond to my texts or calls. Whatever. He...

I tried to post a huge journal for everybody. Probably the most deepest one ever and I hit the delete button and I am so not writing it over. It was like two pages. =[

Girls are retarted. This is exactly why I don't want to get involved. I cant have a simple conversation with any girl without them changing the story up ENTIRLY. !!!! I am so mad its not even funny....

WTF! I don't know where to turn to anymore. I don't know how to handle shit anything anymore. I don't know who my friends are. I don't know who to turn to anymore. No body calls back. I have no...

I really hate the high school track and field rules. If you fasle start even once, your out of the race.  I mean I am not a senior, but if I was that would be my last track meet ever and I would...

When the bells chim like there is no tommarrow! Am I ever going to belong? haha. I guess not but if I ever have to play that pretend love thing I will burst! I don't like it when girls send me text...

I am feeling pretty good right now. I woke up and just thought of everything that makes me happy. State finals are so close around the corner and I don't know if I am fast enought to go. They choose...

Okay, So I started a goal. and It is a good one. I want to achive a 48.50 in the 400 meters it would be an ultimate goal becasue It would for sure beat the kid who is standing next to me in my...

I never had enough. I never could stand up and tell her the truth and now I am about to watch her heart get broken by an idiot. I don't even care. I am so mad. I don't even care. That is exactly what...

How do I even writeeee this..

I couldn't believe my eyes when I went into my fourth period class today. My ex's boyfriend is going to dump her on prom night to go with another girl. I mean I shouldn't be in the middle of...

Well tommarrow is Wedsday so that means I get to go to my friends house to go smoke because it's there and it's free so hell I don't mind. I mean why should I care? It makes feel so good. It just...

You know they say seeing someone you love, loving someone else is the most painful thing thing you can expirence and you know what they are right. They are absoulutly right. I couldn't believe my...

I wish I had a way to block all my memories of my ex girlfriend. Yesterday I smoked so much weed it was uncontrollable. I found myself so depressed that I was walking down the street all alone. I was...