AdamTyler

As the title reads, "everything is a blur" I realize what is bothering me. The one person I thought I could trust slipped away from me. I don't like having a lot of people being near me. Everytime I...

  Even though I lost my open race I am not mad. Usually I would get mad and not talk to anyone for days. I am so happy right now. I have now figured out how to put away this guy for good. If I ever...

I have a track meet today. I don't think a "good luck" will do anything at all for me. So don't bother to say it. I am racing against the fastest kid in California. I am not scared or anything. It's...

I fianally got first place at Ketella relays. It was at the place where my dad went to high school. I broke his old record of 50.63. Hahaha I got 50.34 yes. His name is now dropped from the leader...

I am just sitting here. I couldn't go to sleep last night so I am just going to go to school late. I think I deserve it. I never miss school, and it's not like I am ditching I just don't want to see...

Wow today is now the most painful day I have ever expirenced in my life. I swear I want to end it all. Forget about my stupid goal, I am done. I just can't come to my senses right now.  I hate her...

I have to send back all the college football  letters I got. Which absoulutly hurts. Because I haven't gotten one from track yet. I don't know what to do there. I quit and I don't like saying that...

Had a long talk with my dad on the phone... (Because he is never here for me when I need him) So I asked him on if I should quit football and he didn't like it at all. I can't blame him either....

Hmm, lets see yesterday I had a track meet from 6:50 in the morning to like 6:00 I am so tired and I am soo tired still. I did my best at the meet but there is this guy from our fival school who is...

I wish this could be easy.But a night without you isn't breezy.Little dead with dance again,Maybe this time it will be the end.I hate overuseing what isn't right, Because I am sick of this fight.Why...

Ok for the record I still love this girl and she means the world to me.But I can't just talk to her. We havent spoken in like a year until the other day.  Which we were kind of forced to talk to...

I moved this up to 10% Because I think I can trust some people here, but thats it. I never get to express my feelings outside of here. I kinda picture this as my salvation or an escape of something...

Now, now now. I have no clue what I am doing anymore. Me and her grow apart with each and everyday. It's like we are walking two different dicrections. I wish I could turn around and walk with her,...

My car broke down so I have to spend the day replacing parts......agian. I hate old cars because of this but it's my favorite thing in the entire world so I will do it with joy =] lol

I havent really found anyone who I can talk to. I really want the comfort of knowing that someone is there for me.