AdamTyler

You know they say seeing someone you love, loving someone else is the most painful thing thing you can expirence and you know what they are right. They are absoulutly right. I couldn't believe my...

I wish I had a way to block all my memories of my ex girlfriend. Yesterday I smoked so much weed it was uncontrollable. I found myself so depressed that I was walking down the street all alone. I was...

As the title reads, "everything is a blur" I realize what is bothering me. The one person I thought I could trust slipped away from me. I don't like having a lot of people being near me. Everytime I...

  Even though I lost my open race I am not mad. Usually I would get mad and not talk to anyone for days. I am so happy right now. I have now figured out how to put away this guy for good. If I ever...

I have a track meet today. I don't think a "good luck" will do anything at all for me. So don't bother to say it. I am racing against the fastest kid in California. I am not scared or anything. It's...

I fianally got first place at Ketella relays. It was at the place where my dad went to high school. I broke his old record of 50.63. Hahaha I got 50.34 yes. His name is now dropped from the leader...

I am just sitting here. I couldn't go to sleep last night so I am just going to go to school late. I think I deserve it. I never miss school, and it's not like I am ditching I just don't want to see...

Wow today is now the most painful day I have ever expirenced in my life. I swear I want to end it all. Forget about my stupid goal, I am done. I just can't come to my senses right now.  I hate her...

I have to send back all the college football  letters I got. Which absoulutly hurts. Because I haven't gotten one from track yet. I don't know what to do there. I quit and I don't like saying that...

Had a long talk with my dad on the phone... (Because he is never here for me when I need him) So I asked him on if I should quit football and he didn't like it at all. I can't blame him either....

Hmm, lets see yesterday I had a track meet from 6:50 in the morning to like 6:00 I am so tired and I am soo tired still. I did my best at the meet but there is this guy from our fival school who is...

I wish this could be easy.But a night without you isn't breezy.Little dead with dance again,Maybe this time it will be the end.I hate overuseing what isn't right, Because I am sick of this fight.Why...

Ok for the record I still love this girl and she means the world to me.But I can't just talk to her. We havent spoken in like a year until the other day.  Which we were kind of forced to talk to...

When the bells chim like there is no tommarrow! Am I ever going to belong? haha. I guess not but if I ever have to play that pretend love thing I will burst! I don't like it when girls send me text...

I am feeling pretty good right now. I woke up and just thought of everything that makes me happy. State finals are so close around the corner and I don't know if I am fast enought to go. They choose...