AdamTyler

I try to stay positive most of the time. I don't know why. There is no use. I try to just relax but it feels like I have a million things to do. I don't know how to calm myself down.

I am so sick right now. My body is just so sore and all I have been doing is running and lifting. I am just so tired. I am just going to go hit the bong and go right to sleep. =[Goodnight.

I am not here nearly as much as I should be. I guess I lost a ton of friends because of it. But even though things are falling back into place...I am always so tempted to smoke, but I haven't done...

Well my dad went into the hospital today. I have no idea where becasue he never tells me shit about his whereabouts. So what am I suppost to do? He won't respond to my texts or calls. Whatever. He...

I tried to post a huge journal for everybody. Probably the most deepest one ever and I hit the delete button and I am so not writing it over. It was like two pages. =[

Girls are retarted. This is exactly why I don't want to get involved. I cant have a simple conversation with any girl without them changing the story up ENTIRLY. !!!! I am so mad its not even funny....

WTF! I don't know where to turn to anymore. I don't know how to handle shit anything anymore. I don't know who my friends are. I don't know who to turn to anymore. No body calls back. I have no...

I really hate the high school track and field rules. If you fasle start even once, your out of the race.  I mean I am not a senior, but if I was that would be my last track meet ever and I would...

When the bells chim like there is no tommarrow! Am I ever going to belong? haha. I guess not but if I ever have to play that pretend love thing I will burst! I don't like it when girls send me text...

I am feeling pretty good right now. I woke up and just thought of everything that makes me happy. State finals are so close around the corner and I don't know if I am fast enought to go. They choose...

Okay, So I started a goal. and It is a good one. I want to achive a 48.50 in the 400 meters it would be an ultimate goal becasue It would for sure beat the kid who is standing next to me in my...

I never had enough. I never could stand up and tell her the truth and now I am about to watch her heart get broken by an idiot. I don't even care. I am so mad. I don't even care. That is exactly what...

How do I even writeeee this..

I couldn't believe my eyes when I went into my fourth period class today. My ex's boyfriend is going to dump her on prom night to go with another girl. I mean I shouldn't be in the middle of...

Well tommarrow is Wedsday so that means I get to go to my friends house to go smoke because it's there and it's free so hell I don't mind. I mean why should I care? It makes feel so good. It just...