Should've Stayed.

Why am I mad? I don't get it seems like every time you give me signs and I miss them. I did it again...I admit It I left you standing there, and now I regret it. It seems like every time I get the chance I lose my cool and I blow it, and I get all tongue tied lost in your eyes and I know it. I should've just told you how I feel, and next time I won't stop I'll just speak what's right from my heart because what I am feeling for you is real. so here I am by myself again and I realize I want to be more than friends I'm a fool and I know it damn I have never ever felt this way and I don't have a clue what to do with you. I'll tell you this I won't be the mess up like before I guess you can call it learning but I'd sit here and tell you that it was hurting that is bringing me back to you. Who knows if you want me back but I will leave that up to you.