Sense of Peace

So as I've previously stated- I'm not going in on Mondays anymore- for any reason, ever.  But I still have work to do- so today I went to a local library.  I'm here now and its so unbelievably peaceful.  I feel absolutely NO angst at all.  I am SO greatful to be past that bullshit- the bullshit of feeling like I need to see him or talk to him.  The bullshit thinking I was staying away on Mondays "for him." 
It's never been about him.  It's all about me.  I'm fucking getting there man!  and I'm really really happy about  it.