Tonight

Tonight I just feel kind of numb. For the first time in two days I've eaten a little bit.I sat shaking by the waterfall today at the nature preserve.
Rexy hates me and the college has done me dirty. When does it stop? When will they listen without judgment or force? They should have never told me not to go to classes. Was that supposed to inspire hope? It inspired pain, regret, and trauma. To say I understood would be a lie. I've missed a few assignments. Okay.. but I've also done more work than I've ever done for her since I have been there. You would think that would count for something.

Feeling: Worthless - Numb - Let down