Alex-Scott

Well I haven't been posting on here much lately, but it is an exam day and most of my work is caught up and my students finished their exam early and left so I have some spare time now.Things are...

I am feeling extremely depressed and sad right now, and I don't know where else to turn besides my journal. For the first time ever I think I am upset and it has nothing to do with gambling. The...

Well it has been about 2 months now since I came on here, definitely time to do some writing!I have had quite a roller coaster ride the last couple of weeks. I had broken the cardinal rule of an...

Can it really be 60 days?It feels like a lifetime ago. Well the writing every day part has not been going so well, as is evident in this journal!! But the 100 days is going strong, more than halfway...

Well it has been a long time since my last entry, figured its about time I wrote something!I have been busy, not that its an excuse. I was away in Mexico 2 weeks ago, spent an amazing week in Los...

well time keeps flying by, staying very busy! the wknd flew by and then Monday as always is a bit hard to get back into the swing of things. I went to the gym at lunch and then made a bunch of food...

No time to write, except to say made it through another day, staying on track.. started to feel a little bit of urges today to do something "fun" - or stupid, depending on how you look at it. I...

Not sure what is going on with the dates, yesterday, wednesday January 15, was Day 7. It was a rough day, not bc of temptations or anything really, just a frustrating day, in a bad mood, a few little...

I have skipped a few days of writing, not good! Need to write every day!The weekend was good, I was a little bit tempted by the football, because the previous week I spent 10 bucks, had a good...

This update will be a bit shorter, today has been a good day so far. I feel like I have been productive. I got some school work done in the morning and went to the gym. I also started a time budget...

I was doing some reading recently about how it takes about 90 days to really change the way our brain works. I have been doing "pretty good" lately, or so I told myself. I haven't made any huge...

took a little trip today, thought i deserved a break from the grind... wasnt really worth it, as usual played with more than planned....

Well I had a good stretch there and then recently allowed myself to get carried away there. I had taken care of my bills and everything and was feeling good, and then decided I could allow myself a...

I am so angry right now... I went through the depression again this weekend, gambling related or otherwise who knows anymore?! But it wasn't a good wknd, fought with my wife frequently about stupid...

today is another beginning, but I can't help but feel sad and regret. I was on a winning streak and although my logical self knows it would come crashing down sooner or later my other half keeps...