Alex-Scott
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- I just posted in my journal, I have been coming to this site for many years but have only been dealing with my gambling addiction. I don't know if I have an addiction to porn, all I know is it could ruin my life whether or not I stop doing it.My...
- Hello all, quick question...I don't really know if I belong in this group. I don't know if it's a huge problem, but it is something I have tried to stop doing and don't seem to be able to, so maybe there is an addiction there.My question is, is...
- Hopefully this link works, but I found this rather interesting. Not sure if anyone watches House of Cards but it talks a little about dealing with addiction and alcoholism.http://i.imgur.com/zTc0MFR.jpg(I tried to just find the text to copy but...
- Hello, does anyone on this board (Atticus or Tagg?) remember a story someone posted on here quite a few months ago, maybe it was one of you, and I think it was called "The Lily"or something like, that, maybe Daffodil... but it was about a family...
- I want to apologize to this group. I feel like I am letting you all down. Maybe I don't belong on here. Maybe I am just an imposter :(I feel like maybe I just really dont want to quit, or I enjoy the self destruction. What is it that keeps me from...
- I just wanted to share a little story here, I am on my last day of 1 month gamble free, and my class has an exam today so I have some time to just play on my computer... I havent had much time to write or post on here lately, but I have been reading...
- Does anyone know if you delete a goal do you lose all the journal entries associated with it? I want to delete the other goals I started because I started a fresh one each time I messed up, but I dont want to lose all the journal entries I have made.
- I am wondering if anyone else has had a similar feeling. I am so sad and miserable the last few days, I can't stop crying tonight. I am so disappointed with my life and frustrated on so many levels. But I heard something a long time ago, back when I...
- A coworker sent me this, and it really meant a lot to me! I think for all of us on here we could use that kind of thinking more...http://llerrah.com/daffodilprinciple.htmOf course as I am writing this I am having one of the hardest days yet trying...
- I am on day 20, and is it just me or is everything really going to sh*t around me? I have so many issues at home, things that are stressing me out, financial worries, a new home where things arent working the way they are supposed to, and lots of...
- I need to spend more time coming to this site, I need to stay focused but I don't know how to get myself out and clean!I have been a snowball rolling downhill for about 6 months now, and at the beginning of June I told myself that was it, I had to...
- Does anyone here follow the NFL? Brandon Marshall of the Dolphins recently did a press conference talking about his personal issues, which were assessed as BPD, Borderline Personality Disorder... It was crazy how much it sounded like me, I never...
- Well its been a long road the last 6 months or so.I thought I was special, I thought I could beat the addiction and just play when I wanted to, with a little money here and there, money I could "afford". But the same cycle develops, the money I can...
- I am getting some very strong urges lately, it has been 12 days since my last bet and last night and this morning it seems it is all I can think about.Problem is I don't have any money I can afford to lose, so if I gamble it will be a very bad idea,...
- I am feeling very depressed lately, I need some help...I have been fighting this gambling addiction for so long and can't beat it! I mentioned in my last post I have been doing some gambling and falling back into bad habits of thinking about...