Stillbirth Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.
How can I live without my heart?
My sweet little baby girl Sophia, she was beautiful. Dark brown thick beautiful indian hair. Big lips like me and her daddy. Pretty little hands and toes, I could tell she would have been so gorgeous.
She was my whole world, the only person in the world I ever loved with all my heart like this. She was my reason to stop drinking, my reason to finish school, my reason to be joyful and happy. It's hard to imagine I'll never hold her again or ever ever be able to hug her.
She was really my heart and soul. People say that there's no love in the world that matches a mothers love for her child. But no one understands that I really do love my daughter as much as any mother loves her kids. Even if she's in a grave instead of in a crib.
I just want to ask you ladies, how can I live without my heart? How can I ever heal this wound that's torn apart my whole life and left me staring at an empty nursery and my own inability to connect with anyone? How can I make this ache go away?
My sweet little baby girl Sophia, she was beautiful. Dark brown thick beautiful indian hair. Big lips like me and her daddy. Pretty little hands and toes, I could tell she would have been so gorgeous.
She was my whole world, the only person in the world I ever loved with all my heart like this. She was my reason to stop drinking, my reason to finish school, my reason to be joyful and happy. It's hard to imagine I'll never hold her again or ever ever be able to hug her.
She was really my heart and soul. People say that there's no love in the world that matches a mothers love for her child. But no one understands that I really do love my daughter as much as any mother loves her kids. Even if she's in a grave instead of in a crib.
I just want to ask you ladies, how can I live without my heart? How can I ever heal this wound that's torn apart my whole life and left me staring at an empty nursery and my own inability to connect with anyone? How can I make this ache go away?
I try to remember that someday I'll hold Colton and our family will be complete but until than I'll just keep trying to move forward on my good days and feel the sadness on my bad days.
I am now on 40mg of prozac and i still have "episodes" were i just collapse and cry ... all i want is my baby and then maybe i would feel whole again.
HUGS SISTER
I've been on 40 mg of Celexa and .5 mg of Klonopin for a year... I thought I was grieving... I stopped taking the meds and now I am feeling more than I felt a year ago.
Time... One day, One moment at a time and in time we will be alright. Remember, we have so many Angels watching over us.
Hugs, Love & Rainbows!!
N.
I don't know the answer to your questions. I just know that we will. We will, live without. We will smile, and nod at the right times. We will put one foot in front of the other by some miracle. We will sleep, wake, love, laugh and cry. But they will always be on our thoughts and in our very souls, their absence heavy on us. And when we meet up with them one day, we will finally be whole again.
Hugs