I get flash backs all the time its horrible. I get panic attacks and really nauseous. It's not fair that we have to go thru this. It's so heart breakng to begin with now we have to relive the moment over and over.

I lost my boy over 3 months ago and I still get very vivid flashbacks. The flashbacks will be from different times of that awful day but I still remember each one like it was yesterday... the excitement of going into labour, then the devastation of them not finding a heartbeat, having to call my parents, the look on my husbands face, etc. I am crying as I'm writing this. I don't want to forget but I don't want to relive it over and over again either. ((Hugs))

Yes, I get lfashbacks all the time. I recently had to go for my 6 week check up and as soon as I got into the gown and got on the bed I started balling and panicking andi had to leave. I had to postpone my check up, it brought back all of the memories of the delivery and being with the doctor and finding out the horrible news.

The flashbacks are a daily occurs for me... Some days more often then others... :(

I lost my daugther on August 13 and I have worked hard to heal, but I too get moments where the horribleness of the events on that day pop in my head and I too feel overwhelmed with anxiety and saddness and just can't believe I had to go through such a tragic event. That I lost a full term baby! That I had to deliver a 6 lb. baby who was not alive... What horrible flashbacks all of us women have to endure... my thoughts are with all of you.

My brain keeps playing the movie over and over. I cannot take anything that happened that day out of my mind. I do imagine my girl here with us, wearing cute outfits, smilling at her brother, going everywere with me and it feels really real. It's scary sometimes how real is everything in my mind. I just wish that it were all true.

oh yes - saturday was a bad day for me - i seemed to relive scenes the whole day...at one stage my mom walked in on me in the kitchen ...i was trying to remember to breath inbetween the sobs ..i was on the floor trying to hold myself together...Dont actually remember how i got there but she just sat adn hugged me till i was ok. Some days are always going to be worse than others.

The flashbacks hit me, randomly. Whenever they do I start to get teary-eyed and usually cry. It's hard to pull myself out of the funks that flashbacks put me in. You're definitely not the only one experiencing those things.

I have horrible flashbacks also. The hospital scene, pushing for over two hours, being rushed down to the or, waiting to hear my baby cry...and hearing my husbands loud cry instead....getting up to walk, and falling because of the nerve damage I did to my legs from pushing.....going home from the hospital two days before Christmas without my baby girl and with a walker......it goes on and on, over and over again. When I have down time....all I do is think about the scene in the or. I have been going to therapy for ten months now, but now I'm going to get some help for post traumatic stress syndome. I feel stuck in the first week. It's just horrible, and never should have happened.

It has been 3yrs and I still remember. Sometimes watching TV makes me and my husband turn the channel or not watch a movie. The pain will always be there, but we have to move forward having loved ones keep us strong to move forward.

It's been 9 weeks and I also still get flashbacks a lot. Mostly of the ultrasound and the midwife saying that there was no heartbeat. It just keeps replaying over and over again.