doorknob
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- you can see the before and after photos on my profile. That is NOT a wig that is my real hair! And I did not dye it! For some reason it looks darker after the cut. I think it has something to do with lighting though. ;)
- I want to complete a little project I'm working on. If all works out I'd like to try and get a graphic novel I'm working on published. But before I even try to get it published I want to make sure to finish the story first. But I'm worried that this...
- Does any one else suffer from dystonia? My pdoc just put me on abilify and I'm afraid to take it. I have dystonia that effects my throat and tonge. I feel like I can't breath, I sound like I'm snoring even though I am a wake and other horrible...
- I had to go with out sleep meds for reasons I'm too lazy to explain right now. I'm still tired but I can't go back to sleep because I'm rattled by all the night mares I've been having. Also because the side effects of going off this med is that you...
- I noticed from the 'what did you eat today thread' that it seems like no one eats three meals a day any more. I know as for myself it's usually two, once when I wake up and again a few hours before I "plan" to sleep. When I do eat three it's usually...
- Well remember when I was stopping deprakote? I'm now taking one 500 mil ER pill at night. It's wonderful no more double vision. But now I have a left over habit of shutting my left eye every once in a while. That's how I was seeing before by keeping...
- better with or with out a father? I have no real slant on it as I see that both sides of that coin have their advantages and disadvantages. I've seen single fathers that are actually great dad's and just as good or better than a single mom some...
- I'm stopping my deprakote for now. It's giving me double vision and I can't predict when it will do it. Today I was driving and all the sudden it started. I narrowly made it to my tdoc. I see my pdoc Monday but I'm stopping it for now. Why can't he...
- I have too many problems. Ordinarilly I wouldn't go two feet of my dad's house on new years eve, but my car was really on the cusp. My dad said he would fix it and just to drive it down (over 80 miles!) to his house because what options did I have....
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJIuYgIvKsc&feature=relmfuI have no idea how to stop this if it isn't already too late. It makes me angry though. Just more things that the government does to screw things up.
- Taking my meds. I usually eat so they are less strong but I wasn't hungry and I didn't feel like making anything. But now I'm worried. They started deprakote and for some reason raised it real fast. I think it was a bit too much. But I'm still being...
- Now that the holidays are over I'm trying to recover from all the stress. My house is trashed but I have no energy to clean it right now and my meds are messing me up a bit. I had my kids home and it was an eye opening expirience. There is no way I...
- I remember when I was a child I use to wonder why people were so terrified of dentists. Of course that is before I ever had a cavity yet. Still through my entire child hood I can't ever once remember being in so much pain. I took it like a champ....
- It seems like december is the month of depressions. Not just in the bi polar world but in the rest of the world too. And no it's not always because of the holidays. But I'm sure the holidays can contribute. For me I seem to suffer from depression...
- I must be going down hill. I keep feeling worse and worse as the day progresses. I was taking a day of relaxation as I literally did nothing. I barely left my bed room and I've been trying to watch humorous videos to try and break this horrible mood...