Serce

my rheumy is a bully.  been thinking and praying about it.........what she said, how she acted, disbelief that she yelled.....apologized, then slammed the door.  then as i was being escorted out...

hey y'all,it's late.  i finally got up and did chores.  mail, trash, stuff.  even vacuumed the bedroom and put a fresh comforter on the bed.  things that make the nest nice.mia has a new...

it's so good to have all the comforts of home.  to rest, to find solitude, to feel safe. to have a day without migraine pain, the area in my lower intestines is sore, but no longer keeping me bent...

a long endless list of complaints and hurts and frustrations. i'll save you all that.  and go back to bed.maybe tomorrow.  may be. maybe tomorrow will be a little better.praying for...

a migraine has me cornered, against the ropes.  it's 5: 06 am.....i give up, i'm going back to bed.  i miss me very much.  need a break from the onslaught of symptoms/side effects ......from...

washing stuff.got to.  rats.somebody who shall remain nameless, but not the cats didn't make it out of bed in time.washing a lot of stuff.  b ummm e dwish there was a way to vacate this body until...

the ground beef in my frig said, "Cook me or else Baby!"so i am......got it simmering in some prego spaghetti sauce. the other pan holds angel hair bubbling away.didn't want to cook, but my gut says...

11:07.  skipped breakfast to rest.making lunch.  cheater mac n' cheese w/bits of ham and broccoli floretsnot long now.  trying to be cool.  not worry or fret.mia keeps digging in two plants. ...

good morning.did chores, trash to curb, out of breath.  THANK God for CHAIRS!  no need to cry while sitting on cave man tough boulders.  soft cushiony comfort....wahoo!seek joy, push away the dark...

in my last journal the hardest symptoms were relatively quiet.......a can do kind of feeling that brings a level of freedom.  gotta appreciate the good days when they come.good news first.....when i...

today is a good day.  it really is.......so far so good.  yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!it's amazing to type that and mean it! i'm coming down with something, a cold or a sinus infection but i'm less wiped out...

that's what bruce likes to ask.  what are your plans this week end?  so maybe today i'll answer him indirectly, via a journal he will never see.when i'm able i'll hit the rain room......it's a...

i did my best today.i want to cry and cry and cry.  but i'm so tired.i went back to the rheumy's office to complete the rest of the bloodwork.  the lady had to stick me in my hands cause i'm a...

first things first.......i am so sorry for all you have to carry ......you are so precious to me -- i wish i could help more......i get what you're going through and i would give my right arm to take...

i was gonna let it all out, the anger, the pain but i'm too tired.  instead i decided to get a canvas wrap of The Cross by Thomas Kinkade.  it will be here on monday or tuesday.......til it goes on...