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- It's just best to go to bed :)Just a word of advice for what it's worth...Try to remember that everyone here is here for the same reason. It's an emotional place to be to say the least. All our emotions are close to the surface so it's not...
- I read so many posts here that I can relate to and sometimes I even learn something about myself from them. This is a great site and I'm glad I found you guys. Sometimes I worry that it makes me dwell on things too much but most of the time I just...
- I have noticed this is such a huge issue with people who have been hurt by people they love. I understand that completely. I just have a different way of looking at it. I seem to have a different way of looking at a lot of things though!I still...
- I'm sitting here in my empty house. I have to come back "home" every 2 weeks for one of my sons to turn in work at school. (independent study) Then the kids stay with their Dad for a few days. I normally stay with a friend while I'm up here but I...
- I have always loved music. I know everyone loves music. But I mean I really really really love music. I would love to have a sound track to my life that just runs in my head all the time. I love to have music in the background through most...
- I've been sitting in this Inn again for a few days. I finally finished my job here and will be heading home in the morning. It's across the street from a park that decorates heavily for the holidays. It's absolutely gorgeous up here in the mountain...
- and shove it up your ass! I'm so sick of hearing about people telling their partners this when they leave them. What the hell does that mean anyway? Do they want to feel like they're on a honeymoon their whole lives? I think people who use this line...
- I just got back from a few days away and it felt so good. I noticed something on the drive home and wanted to share it because as soon as I logged on here I saw so much sadness. I was driving through farm lands and the sky was cloudy everywhere...
- Ready for a line that is going to sound incredibly insane? I feel very fortunate to be breaking up with someone who is as incredible as my husband. Yeah I know...So the first 3 weeks of wondering what was wrong with me and what I did to screw up our...
- I found something else that makes me feel good besides walking. If I do things that my husband and I never did or go places we never went. My kids and I have been going bowling every friday night. My husband hated bowling so we never went. I have a...
- I was doing so well. I felt good and was moving in a positive direction. Last night I was fighting off the blues and this morning they're stronger than ever. You know what this is like? Before I met my husband I was in great shape. I was like a...
- You guys just let me know when my optimism gets on your nerves. It does it to everyone at some point!It's been 3 weeks now and the pain and anger have subsided enough to see clearly. What do I see? I had 4 years of something so incredible I can't...
- I was wondering how people were dealing with their pain in front of their kids. I have two boys who are 14 and 17 and I've been very out in the open with everything. The main reason is I couldn't hide it for the first week. I couldn't hold back the...
- It only took two weeks to face the truth. That's not bad! And let me tell you, it is so liberating. That truth is, the man I married is nothing like I thought he was. He didn't really love me. He loved the way I made him feel and when I didn't make...
- It's been 10 days since my husband told me he's done with our marriage. I went to sleep last night without crying. I woke up without crying. This is amazing to me. The roller coaster is still functioning but the hills seem to be less terrifying and...