Trapped.

I feel traped in my own mind most of the time. I'm tired of all these people not caring. I'm tired of my own mind not caring. My body is about to collapse and give up on itself because of all the stress my body puts on it. I can't think and can't get any rest. My mind just wants the worse for me. It doesn't care about how I feel at all. I'm just destined to be uncared for. That's all I'm here for, to be miserable.
I can't escape from this and I'm trying to get people to understand how I feel like this all the time. Some people can't believe and won't believe that some people feel this way. I'm being held up against my will by this being in my mind that won't let me go and be happy. I'm being thrown against the wall all the time by my thoughts.