Woke up about 30 min ago...it's about 7am now.  Still got the headache but not nearly so bad.  I should try and have a shower this morning before my appt but we'll see.  My roommate isn't up yet but if I get up to have a shower she will be by the time I'm done and I don't really feel like crossing paths at this point.  I haven't looked at myself in the mirror yet from yesterday. I'm feeling rather a mess and like I'm gonna break down again at any moment.  It's one thing to be walking on eggshells when it comes to dealing with someone else....it's entirely another when it comes to dealing with yourself.  You can't get away.  *sigh*  In other news my Mom's gone for a barium enema today.  She's been talking about it for weeks because she's not looking forward to it.  Hopefully it goes well.  Also, a couple days ago her doctor told her she is pre-diabetic.  That came as a shock because she's the one in the family who is always lecturing all of us about how we eat and she's the healthiest of us all when it comes to food.