Last week was ineofthe worst weeks that I have had since Jeff died. It was awful. I chose this picture because it reminds me of spring. New life. Jeff named this picture "Deep In Thoughts, Clown Thoughts"
Last week my family thought that I was suicidal. I'm here to say that that was never an option. Not ever. I did get a little drunk once. So what? I did eat too much chocolate, who cares? This week I'm better. I hope everyone cares! I love you all.
What brought me out of the funk was feeling Jeff's hand on my head while I was laying in bed. No, it wasn't the night I was drunk.
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We all have our bad days, weeks, etc...The good thing is, is that you came out of it...Who cares if you had a few drinks, who care if you ate to much chocolate....Doesnt sound that bad to me......Glad you felt Jeff with you, and know we are with you....luv, Pam
So glad you are feeling a little better. We will have those bad and not so bad days/weeks. Happy to hear Jeff came to comfort you. He knew he mama needed him! Love, Adrianne
We all have bad days, weeks, H some of us even have bad years. You have done nothing many of us have tried as well. I agree Suicide is never an option, even though it does cross my mind occasionally. Glad your back and thank God for Jeff knowing and understanding what you needed. Love and hugs Cathy
Glad you feel better. I know Jeff reached out to help you. He is watching over you. I understand those day. I am having them lately. Maybe it is the one year day coming in March. Thanks for your help. Love lucille