Hi Y'all, I'm still alive. Well? Somedays yes, somedays no. I just needed a break. I lost my son and a grandfather in April. I was told about the Grandfather but it didn't really register until recently. Then we lost a daughter-in-law. The next week a brother-in-law. Too much death. Then to sit at a computer and write about death everyday became more than I could really stand. I love you all and miss you very much. I'm back. I need you. Please help me.  I'm still not getting my emails from this site. It's so hard to get everything out of this site that is possible if the emails don't come.                                 Love to you all                                        Colleen