So I made it through Jeff's birthday and Christmas and thought I'd be alright. I was wrong. Yesterday I went to get my hair cut and the lady at the desk asked me my phone #. I guess you need a phone now to get your hair cut. So I told her my # and she said all perky, "Oh, do you know Jeffrey?"
There it was. everything that I thought I had under control, exploding like a popped balloon all over the Great Clips. What are ya gonna do?
So then I went to a local bulk food store looking for a scale to weigh food. I'm not paying $50.00 for the stupid thing, so I grabbed a pack of toilet paper and stood in line. A clerk came to my lane and said, "I'll take the next person in line on lane 3." The man behind me a with bunch of stuff ran over and put his stuff on the belt, way up at the front. That's when my mouth started. "You're not next in line, mother@#$%#@. What, do you think you're SPECIAL?"
I had a bunch of stuff to do yesterday but decided I'd be better off at home.
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(((hugs))) this is a roller coaster ride it seems. huge hugs.
I know what you mean. Just went you want to pat yourself on the back for handling one thing reasonably well, some relatively minor thing happens and it\'s like a slap in the face all over again. Holding you close. Adrianne
The mood swings we never know when they will hit us. My Emotions are all over the place. I went to a few places that have my son Joe\'s name in their computer. I know exactly how that can set you off. Hope you find peace & strenght. Thinking of you. Take Care HUGS love U
You don\'t need to be hard on yourself. It\'s good to let those feelings out (besides, someone needs to put those \"line jumpers\" in their place!) :~) Hugs to you...let God hold your heart in His hands.
Give your self a break, we all have those days, some more than others, me for example. love and hugs Cathy