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Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 07/12/2018

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You'd be almost 8 months old. I'b have your room ready, your name picked out and stamped all over the damn house. Clothes for you and be preparing to slip back into my clothes that used to fit me before you came along. I'd be a month away from having you in my arms, and seeing your face for the first time. Hearing your cry and your laugh. If only I had gotten the chance to meet you, to hold you hand even for a second... I miss you more than life itself and if I hadn't promised you to stay and...
When you tell me to cover up

Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 05/18/2018

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My body is not disrespectful. My body is beautiful and I am proud of it. I've battled long and hard against hiding, feeling less because I'm different and I will do it no more. I will dress how I'm comfortable and I will not be dominated by YOUR insecurrities. Your are terrified of sticking out, so self conscious about being diferent yet you chose a life that makes you just that. I am embracing the life you forced me into and I will not be put down by you.
Self-Injury

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Posted: 05/18/2018

Dollhouse commented on the discussion Do I really want help?.
Bisexuality

Anyone else?

Posted by: Dollhouse

Last Reply: calirn13 05/20/2018

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I've known I was bi since I was a little kid but wouldn't admit it to myself having grown up in a ver religious home. When I finally accepted myself the whole situation got better, and even better when I came out to my mom who didn't reject me (didn't embrace it and I know she silently judges me mostly ignores the situation). I've mostly dated guys because it's what is out there mostly and well, it just seems easier all around. I was once involved with a girl seriouslys and royaly screwed it...
New Friend

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Posted: 12/15/2017

Dollhouse became friends with alletteboutique.
Depression

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Posted: 03/03/2018

Dollhouse liked the discussion Need to Vent.
Abyss

Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 02/26/2018

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I’m just so sick of it all. I’m trying so hard to be better to feel happy to be alright. And it’s just not happening.!Meds, appointments, friends, different environments, things that used to make me feel good. Everything just seems to make it worse. I can feel myself cracking little by little and I don’t know how to keep from shattering. It’s overwhelming: the urge to cut, to sleep, refuse food, to fall back into the abyss of depression. But I know this time I won’t climb back out....
Miscarriage

Help

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Last Reply: BabyMerino2018 02/05/2018

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I’m recently 21. I had a misscariage a two months ago. I was pregnant with a guy I was then dating and didn’t have a chance to tell him I was pregnant before he broke up with me so I never did. Going through a month of pregnancy alone was terrifying but losing it alone was even worse. I still haven’t told him, he wouldn’t have wanted the child anyways; me on the other hand I’ve always wanted to be a mother. I didn’t plan on it happening to early or that way but it did and...
Joined New Group

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Posted: 02/02/2018

Dollhouse joined the group Miscarriage.
Bisexuality

Ummm

Posted by: Dollhouse

Last Reply: TieDyeBi 01/13/2018

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I’m bisexual but prefer girls on an emotional level. But here’s my question: how do you meet them in a small catholic town?
Family Issues

help

Posted by: Dollhouse

Last Reply: ts1050 12/28/2017

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I love my family; more than anyone. But I think I might have to cut them out of my life. Long, complicated and terrible story. Has anyone ever been here, had to make this choice?
New Friend

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Posted: 12/24/2017

Dollhouse became friends with DoctorKoopa.
New Friend

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Posted: 12/24/2017

Dollhouse became friends with DoctorKoopa.
Hug

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Posted: 12/24/2017

Dollhouse sent a hug to shark-club
Self-Injury

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Posted: 12/24/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion never ending.
Self-Injury

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Posted: 12/24/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion dead.
Bisexuality

Really just ranting

Posted by: Dollhouse

Last Reply: Answering 01/28/2018

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Why do people always assume that being bisexual means you want a threesome? Or that by default you are sometimes gay and sometimes straight as if being bisexual were not a real thing? And what the fuck is up with people who think sex is not sex unles there is a penis involved? Im getting so tired of people being stubbornly ignorant. If you really don’t get it; fine. But don’t assume shit you don’t know anything about. UGH
Depression

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Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 12/22/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion 8am and falling apart already.
Depression

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Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 12/21/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion 8am and falling apart already.
Depression

8am and falling apart already

Posted by: Dollhouse

Last Reply: Dollhouse 12/22/2017

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It’s 8am and I feel like I should be curled up in a ball inside my covers. I’m completely falling apart. Guess it’s just gonna be one of those days. Any advice out there?
Anxiety

Immediate solution?!?!?

Posted by: Dollhouse

Last Reply: SameDeal 12/17/2017

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I’ve already taken a new job, turned in my resignation and today is my last day in the hell hole I’ve been stuck in for three years now. But just physically being here makes me tense up and want to start punching people. I’ve already taken my maximum dosage of anxiety meds and still can’t shake it. Any immediate solution ideas out there? Just gotta survive 4 more hours
Bisexuality

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Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 12/15/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion Bisexuality.
New Friend

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Posted: 12/10/2017

Dollhouse became friends with hopelessdreamer15.
New Friend

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Posted: 12/10/2017

Dollhouse became friends with hopelessdreamer15.
Sexual Abuse

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Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 12/10/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion Holidays with the abuser: eldest brother.
Sarcastically smiling

Posted by: Dollhouse

Posted: 11/29/2017

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"You cannot convict someone without any evidence." This are the exact words my mother said to me when I commented that I was procesing and trying to understand that she wouldn't have any resentment, doubt or misstrust towards my abuser aka eldest brother. I told her about it 12 years after it happened and it's not like I don't present any of the symptoms of a sexual abuse survivor. I'm depresive to the point of suicidal, anxious to the point of cutting my skin to find release, scared to death...
New Friend

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Posted: 11/29/2017

Dollhouse became friends with squirrelnutz.
Sexual Abuse

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Posted: 11/27/2017

Dollhouse commented on the discussion Holidays with the abuser: eldest brother.
New Friend

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Posted: 11/27/2017

Dollhouse became friends with rupa.

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