heartsandhands
Status: Andy returns in my LOVE: alive, wild and beautiful. This colors everything I do.
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
I am filled with joy and gratitude. Really, the kind that only comes along a few times in a lifetime. HUGE!!!! Last night my son Byron and his beloved Caitlin told me that they are going to be...
-
Dark and Light:Each time I survive a bout of the deepest most debilitating grief, I look back on it as having gone under, like underwater, to the bottom of the ocean... to the Mariana Trench where...
-
MONDAY MORNING***********************************Yesterday was the turning of the spirit of love within me. Thank you all for hearing my cries, and especially to Joanie for reminding me of HALT. I...
-
So much love, so much loss. I am staggering around trying to cope with the woe. I definitely got too tired last week and I knew I was falling apart and it was actually about Betsy (and Andy) when...
-
-
Just lost a long post -- almost finished -- with the tingle of a finger. I'll write later... now late for work. Thank you all for understanding how and why I have been so upset about my Aunt Betsy.
-
Here's the word from my cousin re his mother, aka my Aunt Betsy:Well, as the neurosurgeon put it, "It went as we expected." The most immediately important news is that Mom came through the surgery...
-
Yes, despite SNOW today and other pestilence like work (JK) my heart is filled with gratitude. I'll come back and say more about it after some sleep. ======================= : )...
-
Really can't complain. Better than your average Green Smiley Monday. I am on Anna Maria Island, sunning, running, eating super healthy, sleeping, laughing with my sister. Thinking of all of us on our...
-
Much love, much gratitude, much grief, overflowing, and sometimes I'm just so overwhelmed I don't know which way is up. I think (like the time I drove through the blinking red light in December?) I...
-
Working on an attitude of gratitude today. Plus lots of exercise. I think those two things keep me feeling less distance between the inner and outer selves. More thoughts about this later.Much love...
-
I'm learning as I go. What else is not new?!First, it was very helpful to just say "I'm Sad" on Friday and feel so much affirmation from you all. I think I have learned that I may finally have the...
-
I know I am tired when ________________________.I know I am sad when __________________________.I know I am BOTH tired and sad when ____________________.I am working on being able to fill in those...
-
FIRST::: DID ANYONE COPY THE LITTLE WORDSWORTH QUOTE I HAD AS MY 'STATUS' RECENTLY? DALE AND I ARE HOPING TO FIND IT AGAIN... SEEMS ELUSIVE! PLEASE SEND IT OVER IF YOU HAVE IT. THANK YOU SO...
-
I lost my son and I'm sad, but I am not wondering who took him or why. If there is a force of goodness in the universe and we call it God, I believe that this God would be with us whenever we act in...
dd