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Status: Andy returns in my LOVE: alive, wild and beautiful. This colors everything I do.
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The Thing Isto love life, to love it evenwhen you have no stomach for itand everything you've held dearcrumbles like burnt paper in your hands,your throat filled with the silt of it.When grief sits...
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_jG2SXlkpU&feature=relatedI would love it if you would listen to that song... it's by Mindy Smith, and was written for her step mother who was dying of breast cancer....
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It's intense. I go through all these days, AS IF, and then I see Byron. I went to his house in Portland for dinner. Yeah, he wrote an email to all of us, saying Hey Fammies, let's have some supper!...
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Thank you for all your positivity and tender loving care around my SIL/sister Lyn. I just wanted to let you all know that she is doing pretty well after the big mean brain surgery. the swelling and...
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Lyn is actually my ex-sister-in-law, but after my marriage to Larry ended about 12 years ago, she and I decided we needed to formalize a permanent sisterhood which would withstand the vagaries of...
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I never used to be afraid. Now I wonder if the world is safe. So many of you lost someone to an accident... that one terrible night. The very thought of such a blow... oh my god. Now I drive around...
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At the MOMAYou know how vertigo is sometimes described as the fear that you secretly WANT to jump and just might?I went to the Museum of Modern Art today -- I'm in NYC for the weekend -- and there...
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So............... I can't put it on my car until Oct. 1st. BUT I LOVE IT!!! Andy would have loved it too. And the "respect. love. adopt": perfect.
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Two things to share and record. First the little then the big. But they're both big!1. I now have my NOON license plates. Love you Andy. Every time I get in my car, and everywhere I go, you are...
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I am so happy to hear that Joanie's Douglas was finding some serenity, his center. I need to remember that Andy was also on a very positive trajectory BEFORE the cancer hit. That fall of 2008 after...
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At our church, the first big worship service of the year is this Sunday, today, the first Sunday after Labor Day. It's called InGathering, and there is a Sand Ceremony. Wherever you were over the...
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Dateline: In my own little world...Hmmm, is this a phase? Something you cycle in and out of? Normal, no doubt. What I am noticing is that I am saying Andy-This and Andy-That. He is inside of me every...
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Hi everyone. I was away for LD weekend. Really lovely... we expected Earl the hurricane and just got a couple of big windy days and the most amazing stars! The Milky Way! Andy would have loved...
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i carry your heart with me (i carry it inmy heart) i am never without it (anywherei go you go, my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling) i fearno...
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This is by one of Andy's best friends Case. He spoke these words at Andy's memorial service. Case Conover: Reflections on a Life Well Lived: Andrew Nicholas Marshall One of my favorite...
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