not again

Once again,just as I start to feel better on this fuckin med "cocktail", here it goes again.My P doc added 200 mgs of wellbutrin to my already mixed cocktail.I think I might just bump myself up to 300 mgs. since thats what he'll probably do when I talk to him next.Just very frustrated b/c when i spoke to him on Thursday, I had been feeling well all week so that's what i told him.Now yesterday and today,very rough once again.Super tearful and down low.Desperate times call for desperate measures and im gonna increase the med myself.I know you are probably thinking she's crazy,which I am, but i really dont know what elst to do.Why suffer another bunch of days since i wont be able to talk to him until tuesday of next week.  Very frustrated and sad right now.....

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Awwww gurl, I hate this shit 4 you! why is this doc putting u on all these meds??? Is he crazy? Gurl imma pray 4 you that the Lord will bless u a good doc cuz sounds like this doc is making money off ur health and thats a NO- NO!!!! I hate this !!! I love you!
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thata sucks hun! Go out and enjoy the day go buy yourself some real flowers and cheer up! I hear your frustration! Remember, It\'s a full moon! which always screws with me!
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I would think that all the med changes would cause anyone to completely lose it. I mean how can all the chemical changes create balance? This doc is the one who sounds crazy, not you sweetie!
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thanks for all your caring comments.You guys rock and rule!!!
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I TWEAK MY DOSES ALL THE TIME BECAUSE I KNOW, LIKE YOU, WHAT HE\'S GONNA DO ANYWAY AND BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT WILL WORK BEST FOR MY BODY. NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT. :) GO FOR IT!